I never thought I’d spend more than 30 years teaching,
and more than 20 years as a scholastic journalism adviser.
But here I am.
I was on my yearbook staff in high school, and I
enjoyed it. But the writing process was laborious – anyone out there remember
electric typewriters, whiteout and rubber cement? – and I wasn’t terribly fond
of doing multiple drafts. In college, I fell in love with history, economics
and political science and found a major – social science – that let me do a
little of all three. When I finished, I decided to pursue a teaching
credential. I hadn’t grown up thinking I’d necessarily be a teacher, but I
enjoyed the classroom as a student, and after being invited to speak to a large
group of peers in my senior year of high school, I knew I enjoyed public
speaking. So … teaching could work for a while. But I thought I might
eventually go to law school and work in public policy or politics or for the
state.
And then computers showed up. I bought a used KayPro …
a huge, clunky device that had a four-inch screen with phosphorescent green
glowing letters. And suddenly, with the genius and magic of the cut-and-paste
function, doing rewrites and revisions of manuscripts was dramatically easier
than in the old days. I put together an opinion piece about my early teaching
experience and sent it to the San Jose Mercury News – and the editors there
bought it. That was it – I was a writer. I started crafting magazine story
pitches, and soon I was hired by the local newspaper in Santa Cruz County
as a sports stringer, a freelancer, to cover high school football and other
sports. Twenty-five bucks a game, plus $5 for compiling the game statistics. Eventually,
the Sentinel’s sports editors let me write about pretty much anything I wanted
– they’d pitch me an idea, and I would grab it. I’d pitch them an idea, and
they’d grab it. It was lots of fun – I ended up doing features and game stories
on the local community college’s football, men’s and women’s basketball and
baseball teams; some Cal and Stanford football; and even some San Francisco
49ers football (yes, I’ve seen Joe Montana naked in the 49ers’ locker room).
All the while, I was still teaching and still enjoying
it. I’d even gotten my first taste of journalism advising at the junior high where
I taught – including one year in which the newspaper and yearbook were produced
in my classroom during the same period and by the same group of students. But I
was considering leaving the teaching profession to pursue my own love for
writing and journalism. I applied to a bunch of graduate journalism schools and
eventually ended up at the University of Missouri as a teaching editor – my
sportswriting and education experience helped me snag a job as the assistant
sports editor of the Columbia Missourian, a small daily newspaper that’s linked
to the M.U. School of Journalism and serves as a print newspaper laboratory for
undergraduate and graduate students. I was still working with students, editing
and refining their work, but I also helped manage a sports section that tried
to watchdog the M.U. athletics department as well as cover two smaller
colleges, two high schools and various other community sports and activities.
In 1991, after my daughter was born, my wife and I
decided to return to Northern California . I
took a teaching job at a middle school – and I had a chance to advise a middle
school newspaper (a newsletter, really) for which the “staff” of students
completely changed every six weeks as part of a rotating elective. The Seahawk
Sentinel was my second taste of advising, but for the first time I began to
think I might have a bit of a knack for this kind of work, and I had lots of
fun with it – despite the fact that we had exactly one computer in my
classroom.
After being pink-slipped, I spent the next year at a
different middle school, and I helped advise a simple newspaper at that school.
I was also interviewing for journalism jobs – the Fresno Bee almost hired me,
then held off because of budget restrictions. I interviewed in Connecticut and
was offered a job as a sports editor at a mid-sized daily, but I decided that
was too far from my family in Northern California. Then in 1993, I accepted a
job at Oak Ridge High in the Sacramento suburbs
to teach U.S.
history, government and economics. Three years later, I was named the newspaper
adviser there – and my first-ever high school newspaper won a Pacemaker Award.
The next year, we were finalists.
In 1998, I came to Granite Bay High specifically to
take on the newspaper adviser’s position, plus some government and economics classes
to fill out my schedule. Since then, my students have won tons of individual
and staff awards, and the Gazette has consistently competed for the most
prestigious scholastic journalism prizes in the nation – Crowns, Pacemakers and
Gallups . I’ve
been honored along the way as well.
But in the back of my mind, I’ve sometimes wondered whether
I made the right choice. On tough days, part of me has wondered if I should
have gone ahead and sent in those law school applications, or taken that journalism
gig in Connecticut.
A few years ago, I posted a status update on my
Facebook page announcing that the Gazette had won a Pacemaker Award at the national convention in
San Antonio. I gave a shout-out to my former editors, and I thanked the
students on that year’s staff, as well as other staffs who came before them. Almost
immediately, there was lots of celebratory banter from current and former
staffers, and then an old friend of mine from Santa Cruz , where I started my teaching and
journalism careers, added a comment that brought me to tears. She said in part:
“Karl, I remember when we
were all younger and searching out what we felt led to pursue. You were so torn
between teaching and journalism. I love that the balance of the two has been
such a great fit for you and you have excelled in a way that either without the
other would have been so much less.”
That’s just exactly right.
I find so much joy and satisfaction in giving bright,
talented students the opportunity to produce meaningful, important work for an
audience of hundreds or thousands instead of just one teacher, or one set of
classmates. I’ve seen it so often now that I have to force myself to not take
it for granted, but the pride students have when they distribute the newspaper
with their first-ever byline in it is utterly palpable.
Coaching students as they learn everything they need
to know to make it happen – reporting, writing, editing, design, photography,
ethics, press law and so much more – and then watching them as they go out and
do it … it’s one of my life’s great joys.
I have a collection of little notes my newspaper
students have written to me over the years. When I get irritated at the
bureaucratic requirements of life in a public school, or when I get demoralized
by the aspersions cast at teachers by opportunistic politicians and an
ill-informed public, I sometimes pull out that file and read through a few of
them. And they never fail to change my attitude, for they are full of youthful expressions
of hope and joy and gratitude for the opportunity to do real, significant work
even when they were still “just” high school students.
It turns out journalism advising sort of snuck up on
me, almost by default and certainly with plenty of serendipity along the way.
And yet here I am, more than 30 years into my teaching career, and with almost
25 years under my belt as a newspaper adviser, and I think my greatest
contribution to student journalism is that I’m still here, that – as well as I
know how – I’m still helping student journalists learn what it means to “go out
and do good journalism.”
Every day, just like my friend Lorrie said on my
Facebook page, I get to forge a balance between teaching and journalism –
because either without the other would be so much less.
And that’s what makes teaching journalism and advising
a high school newspaper the best thing I do.
Fantastic. Proud to call you a friend.
ReplyDeleteAfter reading this Carl, I feel as though we have lived parallel universes for 35 years.
ReplyDeleteYour words are my same sentiments (with the exception of the Pacemakers LOL).
I enjoyed this reflection and share your joy of developing a passion for good storytelling in the young minds we work with.
Ed Larsen
Cinco Ranch HS
Katy, TX